I am oblivious, an impulsive spender, a one-upper, and a smotherer...
At least that's the reason my boyfriend ( well... ex. boyfriend..) gave for breaking up with me today.
And then I thought, "so what". Big fucking deal. Life goes on, it seems to be my life-long motto. Shit happens, life goes on. It's how I live day to day, it gets me over those rough patches, where most people turn to "God", but I know better than that.
I just realize how much shit happens on a daily basis to everyone around the world, you may feel like you're dying inside, and it is the end of the world to you, but in reality, no one could give two shits. The longer you sit and ruminate about what could have, would have, and should have been done, the shittier you feel, and the less chance you have of moving on. So this is my attempt to do just that. Not from him, per-se, but more from the shit in my past and that is destined to happen, just get it all out.
So, this is a beginning of a new relationship. A girl and her voice...
But I think for tonight, I'm going to cuddle up with my cat and fall asleep in my nice, unshared bed :)
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